Guten tag! I would just like to say I'm sorry for blowing up in your faces from yesterdays post. If I didn't get those feelings out somehow I would have ripped someone's head off. So, sorry again.
Any distraction in my life would be good right now. Like a job, a interesting hobby or a boyfriend....or just a cute guy to drool over because...
1. I make it obvious when I like someone and I don't think guys like that.
2. I'm just TOO weird for some guys.
3. Physical appearance wise, I'm really different from girls. Most girls you see have straight hair, well I have curly black hair. Most have petite faces, I have a pigs face.
4. And in the end!...I never get the guy I like -.- Its some pretty, petite face, straight hair, normal girl that gets him.
Sad but true. Has that ever happen to you? When you want something but someone else gets it first. Sadly, I have been there MANY times and it hurts to know that the person you like prefers the other person because that person has what you don't have. I just don't try anymore. Now I just look from a distance. I'm sorry if this is making you sad and you just wanted to read a happy post. I have some days like that, really! But right now in my life, I'm just going through trials (if you like to call it that). It won't last long though (hopefully), for all things most come to an end at some point. Thats all for today. Thanks for listening to my crazy babbles.
Auf Wiedersehen,
Divine Dae
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