Iv'e Got A Crush...A European One

You know what sucks? Something you know you can never have but, yet you still daydream about it.

Yeah, I'm talking about a guy and not just any ordinary guy. A guy that has skills on the guitar, good sense of humor, gorgeous eyes, charming personality, and a smile that makes me melt. The only problem is that he lives in the celebrity world.

Yes, I have a crush on a celebrity.` His name is Tom Kaulitz, he plays the guitar in Tokio Hotel. But can you blame me? He looks FINE! haha Well at least in my opinion that is. I mean, how can you not fall in love with a guy that has a European accent?? It's so cute how European people talk in english. Don't you agree?? Well, if you don't (which I doubt it) on my playlist is a video of Tokio Hotel singing Dark Side of the Sun. You can here Bill's (the lead singer in the band) German accent and I'll let you decide if it's cute or not. Tom also has a German accent too and it's sooooo cute when he talks in english! I try really hard not to daydream about him or obsessed about him. Im kinda scared of getting obsessed with something because I wont be truly happy if that certain obsession doesn't come true and wont stop obsessing till it does. Is that weird? haha Your probably like "yeah, it is you weirdo". I know it sounds DRAMATIC but, thats how I feel about my obsessions. But then again, I did get over my old obsessions in time (don't ask me what they were. I don't remember). Maybe it's just a phase that all teenage girls go through. haha

I have to admit, this is the first time I really really like a celebrity guy and think he's hot. I mean it's not like I haven't said "hey, he's cute" when I'm looking at other guy celebrities. But there's just something with Tom that makes me really like him. I have times when I'm talking with other girls and one of them brings up "omg, Channing Tatum is so HOT in Step Up!" and other girls would agree. I would just say "yeah, he was ok in Step Up". Haha Don't get me wrong, Channing Tatum is FINE but I like Tom better. ;) Do you know what I mean? Like you would go crazy if you saw the guy you like. I hope you guys know what I'm talking about. haha I sound crazy, huh? I think I'm boy crazy. haha Man, it stinks when you cant have what you want.

Auf Wiedersehen,

Divine Dae

P.S. Sorry if you have no idea what I'm talking about. It's hard to channel my thoughts and feelings when it comes to writing. Thats why I have a blog, so I can practice.