Dear God, Am I A Loser? [Updates]

Bonjour mes amours! Long time long time I see. How are you guys doing? There's been alot of updates since I've been disconnected from the internet world. Like:

1. RICKY MARTIN IS GAY!!!! WHY WHY WHY?!?! He is sooooo cute!!! Its such a shame to see him waste all the girls that would want to marry him. REENACTMENT! Girl: Doctor, is he going to make it? Doctor: *sigh* I'm afraid *dramatic pause* he went to the other side.
2. Tokio Hotel is in round 3...2? uhhh in MTV March Madness! They're against Owl City in this round! Click HERE to go vote for Tokio Hotel! OMG!! If you do, I'll uhhh be your new bff? haha
3. Im on spring break! YEAHHH!
4. Miss Vintage Vixen has a hundred followers!!! WHOOHOO You go girl! I don't know how you do it, seriously. You'r awesome!

Wow, I wish I had a hundred followers but I don't *sad face*. What am I doing wrong with my blog? Am I a loser? Haha poor sad sad lil blog. Don't worry, I'll get us some followers...some how. Im probably the only one that talks to its blog like its a living thing, huh? People that read my blog are probably like "man, this person is a weirdo! Im not following her!". Haha maybe I'm too WERID for blogs.

Well, weird or not, I'm still blogging. So, I guess you have to deal with my weirdness and if you don't like it, why are you still reading?? Haha Anyways, the reason why I have been disconnected from the internet world is because I got grounded. Don't ask why, if you knew you be like "seriously Dae?". But hey, Im back! Isn't that important anyways? So, Im on spring break and it could be more relaxed. My mom is going crazy with our chores that we do and its getting on my nerves. Not saying I hate chores because you'll need them in the big world but, my mom takes them to the extreme. I don't think she'll admit it but she's a perfectionist. She also gets mad at us for some reason. We'll be working in the garden and she'll be like "Why are you just standing there?!?!". We just look at her confusedly and say we ARE working. It kinda gets on my nerves but, hey 3 more years and Im done with her. Ok, Im done ranting about how my mom is crazy. Thats enough crazy talk for today.

Au Revoir!,

Divine Dae

Thought of the Day: Wonderland

Hola amigos! I just saw Alice in Wonderland directed by Tim Burton and let me just say, IT WAS AWSOME!! It meet all of my expectations! I love it! The make-up, outfits, characters, scenery, everything! Johnny Depp and Anne Hathaway were great in the movie! Tim Burton is brilliant! Good job! I also got the soundtrack, Almost Alice. I love all the songs! Tokio Hotel sounded awesome as usually. All I have to say about the movie is that I love, love, love it!

Adios Amigos!,

Divine Dae

In A Strangers World

I stare at a person that I used to know, who I used to feel close to, the one I used to come for anything...but she's not there anymore.

she disappeared into a stranger

Im living in a world of confusion and hurt

Not knowing were or who to turn

because my hurt is like no other

what makes you happy makes me sadder

its plainly to see

My tears and pleas doesn't seem to bother

to a strangers world

But I still care for this person

for I fear she's in danger

that maybe she lingers in confusion and sadness as well

I just wanted to share this poem that I wrote a couple days ago. I barley write poems so tell me if its any good. Its ok if you tell me it sucks haha I can take it.

vaarwel,

Divine Dae

Distractions Would Be Good Right Now

Guten tag! I would just like to say I'm sorry for blowing up in your faces from yesterdays post. If I didn't get those feelings out somehow I would have ripped someone's head off. So, sorry again.

Any distraction in my life would be good right now. Like a job, a interesting hobby or a boyfriend....or just a cute guy to drool over because...

1. I make it obvious when I like someone and I don't think guys like that.

2. I'm just TOO weird for some guys.

3. Physical appearance wise, I'm really different from girls. Most girls you see have straight hair, well I have curly black hair. Most have petite faces, I have a pigs face.

4. And in the end!...I never get the guy I like -.- Its some pretty, petite face, straight hair, normal girl that gets him.

Sad but true. Has that ever happen to you? When you want something but someone else gets it first. Sadly, I have been there MANY times and it hurts to know that the person you like prefers the other person because that person has what you don't have. I just don't try anymore. Now I just look from a distance. I'm sorry if this is making you sad and you just wanted to read a happy post. I have some days like that, really! But right now in my life, I'm just going through trials (if you like to call it that). It won't last long though (hopefully), for all things most come to an end at some point. Thats all for today. Thanks for listening to my crazy babbles.

Auf Wiedersehen,

Divine Dae